Frustrated!

and Pissed off
and Upset
and Sad
and Impatient
and Restless
and Emotional

Seriously this sucks.

I've been getting a bit of mobility in the sense that Hubby knows not to lecture me when I get up otherwise I'll yell back. And yes I'm being careful. I don't walk around the house much. If it starts to hurt I get my ass back to the couch. But for someone who is always on the go. I love being able to run around the house to get things done. and I can't right now. All my plans to start the year have been put on hold.

I know its just temporary. I can put up with what I'm supposed to do because if I don't then it will take longer to heal and I'll be out of use for longer.

We had a really warm New Years and it had melted all our snow. Two nights ago it snowed again. Enough that there was a bit of snow and after school Hubby and the boys got to make a little snowman in the front yard.The first one of the year! I got to watch from the window. I was ready to cry not being part of that.

Trouble has an appointment with his cardiologist today. Its his annual checkup on the holes in his heart. This is honestly the first medical appointment that I've ever missed. I know it makes sense that Hubby take him since I'm not well enough to navigate the craziness of the clinic and the cardiology ward.

I'm not even allowing myself to think about what condition my running could be at when I can get back to it which more than likely won't be till Feb. Thats over a month of nothing. Bah.

OK pity post over. I had to get all that out so I could get over it.

Its an injury NOT the end of world.
Its temporary and not as bad as it could have been.
I have the opportunity to allow myself to heal properly and not everyone does.
I have a great support system.
I have people who love and care for me.

For all that I am THANKFUL and Blessed!